woo!.......kinda confused
two diff ppl from two diff world gave me two diff opinion bout life.wow!
is tat a good thing or bad thing?haixx....trouble&troubles

OMG!
have de urge to change blogskin
have de urge 2 get a tongue piercing;impossible
have de urge to slash & be EMO
have de urge to cut my fringe myself
haixxxx
- slept for 2hrs,woo!
- woke up;bathe
- bus-ed to school
- lesson
- end de school
- went to get file while w8-in for shihwei
- slack;eat;slack;D
- home-ed at 4pm?

start thinking back;was i ever happy?ohmy!simple qn but with a complex ans?i hate it!but i can't leave everything behind;am i suppose 2 face it?i hate life;was it even suppose 2 be lyk tis?did i smile 2day?does it means i'm happy?did it came from de bottom of my heart?happiness is everywhr?how bout sadness?is it everywhr too?i was suppose to follow my heart and create de best path for myself n continue de journey?was i?was i suppose to be strong enough to overcome all circumstances?the path in my life is going to fade sonner or ltr,soon thr will be no longer any path tat will lead me.once again i'll be lost in nowhr.wow!JerroldTan,you put another opinion into my life;D

you&you<33

• woke up;bathe
• met shihwei at 1+
• studied;slack
• home-ed at 8pm?
• heart talk

siaozhabor,dun be sad,he's not worth all the love,de sacrifisation and the tears tat you've shed for him,know what's best for you wat you really want.i juz want you to know,i'll be always thr for you.follow ur heart(L)

TYVM,TanShiHwei,thnx for opening my heart,letting me understand wat i really want.i use 2 tot now is wat i want,i tot i was happy enough.but everything change,troubles came,i can't feel happiness.i was lost in de crowd of troubles,whr's happiness,shed-in tears.trying my best 2 smile,but did it come out from my heart?did it?i was burried under troubles,tat i couldn't find happiness.i tot happiness wasn't wif me or it was gone.i tot it use 2 be wif me,but i din grab it tight enough n it slip off my hands,i tot i'm nvr getting it back.but you,tanshihwei,made a difference in my life,you made me realise tat happiness was always thr,its juz a matter of time.U made me noe troubles come n it will eventually go.....even if its 99% of troubles,it soon will be 1%,i trust you,now and forever.i noe ur words will change my life,you will make me a happier person,a person hu have a motto in life,hu understand wat she's doing,wat she really wants n tat happiness will be always thr for her.u made me noe tat miracles do happen,tat thr will always be problems tat we have 2 face in life,and tis problems are nothin,we juz have 2 overcome it and happiness CAN be found.u said happiness was everywhr n its nvr too late 2 grab it back,i chose 2 believe and trust myself,my decision.and hope 2moro will be a better day.i belive findin back happiness is juz a matter of time,i noe it will come back to me cuz nobody will ever noe wat's gonna happen till de end,i'm starting to trust myself,cheers!haixx;D....Once again,tyvm,TanShiHwei,Ilyvm<3

-gng church wif shihwei tis sunday,to find wat i really want,to realise tat troubles are nothin,to make me a happier person.<3>